lately I have been extremely lazy, I actually don't do anything except sleeping and all.. and when I thought about it I got to know it is after all my own fault, its because i wont drag my ass out of the bed every morning.
have also become a loner lately (obviously if I confine myself to home that is bound to happen) , I crib that am lonely but deep inside I do like being alone. being in my own world, doing things my own way in utter solitude. and then again I say am so unhappy and blah blah blah... Is it what human nature to crib all the time though you are happy with what you got? WEIRD...
They say some people are too unlucky/ unfortunate to find happiness. I say are they really? may be they do find it and then when its in the 'too-good' stage just ruin it themselves or don't actually value the happiness, thus... BOOM world just explode for them and all what remains is the ashes of something which was wonderful but they were too dumb to destroy it and again they start cribbing....
It is because of this that people do become loners, its after all their own fault right?
"so am in the trance, things don't make sense, I can't be just normal,
my world keeps crashing down, everything turns out abysmal."
so moral- STOP cribbing, rather work for what you actually want...
but the main question how do you actually figure out what you want? and also what you need?
see I can never find any answers.... SOS!!
adiose
-- Dipannita Saha
-- Dipannita Saha
