No One Killed Jessica!!

"After almost 8 years of turmoil, she finally got what she and her family deserved. JUSTICE"
No One Killed Jessica


 "Delhi is about Power, aur Power sirf taqatwar logo ke haath hoti hai.. AAm aadmi ke paas hoti hai to sirf use sehne ki aadat.. This was a fact but I was not ready to live with it." The movie starts off with 'What is Delhi?', the narrator Meera Gaity, a renowned journalist of NDTV which I believe is the spoof on Barkha Dutt (Kargil coverage) tells how she could never understand the city and its people though being brought up there, the visuals of the typical 'delhiites' getting in to fights on trivial things, the roads making you oh so nostalgic, sometimes for the very wrong reasons too!!
The movie moves on with a steady pace gripping the audience on what's going to happen next, often keeping you unmoved with its nail-biting sequences. As a fast pace crime thriller it totally does justice to the true story where a 34-year-old Jessica Lall was shot brutally when she refused to serve the 'power inebriated' spoiled Manu Sharma.
The first half of the story takes you on a ride of truth in the world of the 'Rich and Corrupted' and the ordeal of the common man stuck into the whirlpool of complexities. The background score makes every scene having a much larger impact as you get sucked into this mystery. Amit Trivedi *bows down* does an awesome job on the Dilli track, I kept on singing it through out the movie, even all the way in the metro, pissing off many people I guess (they kept on giving me weird looks, yea fine I can't sing Salla).


Rani Mukherjee, now who said she has taken an ultimate exile from B-town? She sure is back and that too with a bang, as Meera Gaity an amazing news-hounding 'bitch' journalist who can't control herself from spewing curses to get her work done, another impeccable performance was of Vidya Balan as Sabrina Lall, an ordinary lass who tirelessly fights for justice for her sister. Her simplicity, the dialog delivery, body language, her silent screams, her tears would make you feel what Sabrina must have really felt and stealing your heart away in the process. "kya kisi ki zindagi ki keemat, itni kam hai hamari country mein?" this question really shakes you up..


Myra, the newcomer, does not that bad a performance as Jessica, in fact I would say she was indeed one of the highlights of the movie other than the part of Jessica's mother played by Geeta Sudan also the part of the Police Officer played by Rajesh Sharma is just immaculate. The script till the first half is totally flawless though I felt the second half lacked something, it missed a certain fervor it had sustained earlier.


Its sad, will make you feel totally agitated due to all the wrong that is there in our system and how the 'aam aadmi' is always the victim and his tireless trials and tribulation in order to strive what he deserves.
Its true that 'Justice Delayed is indeed Justice Denied' but it is at least some justice!
The movie is a MUST WATCH for everybody, though it would make you feel disgusted about the judiciary and the trend of 'If you are rich then you can get away with anything', still lights a ray of hope to keep on fighting. Also the movie projects Media on a positive side, makes me happy (me being a media student), the fact that we, the people who are the part of Media, can do things in a right way if we keep aside our own selfish desire to get high TRPs.


Rajkumar Gupta does it again after the much acclaimed Aamir!!


No One Killed Jessica surely nailed it!!!
 *hums Aali Re.. Saali Re.... Muh khole to Gaali Re*( shit even my mom is giving the similar weird looks)

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Ra.One or Two. Who cares? I don't!!!

What is Ra.One (or two or three or whatever)? According to Khan, "Ra.One" means "Random Access - Version 1.0". (blah, blah and more blah).
 It is the latest movie starring Sharukh Khan, Kareena Kapoor, Arjun Ram Pal, Shahana Goswami and Tom Wu. It is supposed to be one mega-movie, I know why it wouldn't be Sharukh Khan is in it, according to his fans he can make even a Idiotic Low Grade movie a blockbuster (well thats what the audience and the makers of this 'sci-fi supposedly super-awesome' movie hope!!) (Ya Right)


But you know what My question is?



Whats wrong with Bollywood? seriously I mean WHAT IS WRONG?
What is this sudden fixation with the word Rawan? Whats the sudden obsession to make movies or rather I should say moolah from low grade sci-fi (which they think are sci-fi but are totally just wastage)?


There have been so many lately some were good though but the others BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
am talking about the contemporary ones.. 
There was -
1) Koi Mill Gaya ; despite of being a poor copy of ET, it was nice in its own way. Superb acting by Hritik, wonderful direction and music score, nice action, all and all a nice package.. I enjoyed it!! everybody did...
2) Alag ; anybody remember this movie? gosh I do, I mean I think I do.. all that comes in my mind whenever I think about this movie is what was the director thinking? I guess there was Diya Mirza in it (now what was she thinking?) and a guy (don't remember and I don't even care to look him up on google to find who he was, WHY HE WAS!!)
3) Krishh ; sequel to Koi mill gya, couldn't do much on the box office except for the fact that Hritik was there as the son of the Koi Mill gya Hritik (typical bollywood ishtyle to make the son look exact copy of the father, father he never met!!)
4) Love Story 2050; Man!! this movie sucked, it sucked so much that I dozed off within 20 minutes of the start of it.. Harman Baweja (WHAT WAS HE THINKING? THAT HE CAN ACT?)
5) Alladin; Jaquelin Fernandes (who is she? *scratches head* oh yea the Srilankan beauty or something), Ritesh Deshmukh (do me a favour, STOP ACTING) and Amitabh Bachhan .. Oh yea and Sanjay Dutt I guess.. I have no words for this movie just *gag*...
6) Jaane Kaha Se Aayi Hai ; Ye Movie kyu banayi hai? this is what I kept asking myself!! again *gag*
7) Robot; *faints while thinking about this movie* man!! I mean WHAT??? And the SONGS? are they really songs or jokes? Yes I am well aware its 'the RajniKant' !! but still give me a BREAK!!!


I know I have missed out on many such blunders, I intended to, It was a torture remembering some of these bullshits!!!


And now this Ra.One.. I mean common haven't we seen enough of sci-fi bullshit? Just because Koi Mill Gya was such a sucess that doesnt mean we can pass any bull shit for a movie.. Koi Mill Gya was some class man!!
But yes All I hope now is that Film makers do wake up and start making some nice movies..
Advice- PLEASE STOP TRYING YOUR HAND AT SCI-FI!!


( *to myself* I wish none of my friends take me to watch this shit)
Adiose!!!
-- Dipannita Saha

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Bidding Adieu 2010

Another year came to an end, another will start which obviously will end too.. Its so sad and mundane..
sigh..
was going through all that has happened in this year, have been extremely happy, sometimes down in the dumps, sometimes so lonely that I almost tried ending my life.
Had some amazing fun with my friends/family, had huge fights too..



It has always been the extremes with me, I guess.. And then again I totally remain clueless today as of what have I gained, What have I lost? I didn't manage anything efficiently this year, nothing, time, my relationships, myself, my studies.. Did I waste another year of my existence?
I got a text from my brother asking what was my year like? good or bad? Did I learn anything? What do I expect from the year 2011?
I couldn't reply to him at all.. I don't know the answer myself. how has the year been? I don't know, mixed I guess, with all the extremities anyone can imagine. Its been good and bad at the same time. I learnt a lot this year, I learnt how deceitful people can be, how I always have to look closely to everything but then to contradict this thought of mine I also learned that its better to be in the illusion of something rather knowing the truth.. no matter how deceitful the other person is, have this thing in your mind that you are better off knowing the reality.
Have low expectations and again I contradict myself by dreaming big.
sigh.. What extremes, see again extremes..
No, not everything is this negative with me, there have been moments I will be reminiscing them as they are gone and will never come back, those stroll down the memory lane to relive those times I have been happy...


I don't know what I expect from 2011, I hope I do get into a good college in masters, I hope the people who are close to me remain close and never leave (obviously there's no guarantee to it), I hope everybody is happy and am happy too.

I don't know what all to ask for, I don't know what 2011 is gonna bring for me? Peace? Turmoil? Heartbreak? Gratification? Vacuum?
 I just hope am strong & prepared enough for whatever it has in store for me..



All I can think of is this song... " Zindagi kaisi hai ye paheli haye.. Kabhi to Hasaye... Kabhi ye Rulaye..'(Oh what a mystery this life is, sometimes it makes us laugh, sometimes it makes us cry)



Amen!!

-- Dipannita Saha

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An awful Interview


Introduction: Hi this is Abhishek Sahu, the almighty himself (if you think otherwise, I don’t give a shit to your opinion!) and the co-author of this blog though I seldom write here!! One good question may bob up in your head that: Why I’m not writing or posting it in my blog? Answer to this is simple- Female bloggers have more readers :). Now enough about me, girls who wanna know more can mail me and guys- common you’re not faggots!!

Well here I’m posting an interview, which I took, of a fat, ugly and self-centred bitch and believe me after the interview I felt like hitting someone on balls to vent my frustration out.
Some stuffs you should know before hand:
Bitch’s name: Jugni Misra.
Location: Under the open sky, in front of a roadside tea stall.

Tea with Abhi (Coffee is unaffordable)
Me: Hiee Jugni! Glad you could make it for the Interview.
JM: No No! its ok, I hardly move my heavy bum outside my house so..
Me: whatev! As if I care.
*In the mean time tea arrived, but only for me. *
Me: You have to pay for your own Tea. Order if u want, anyways looking at your size you gotta buy the whole fucking kettle.
JM: *giggles*
Me: No am serious here. Anyways what are your hobbies?
JM: Well I like going on dates, I’ve dated almost every fucking faggot in and out skirts of this city. Apart from that..
Me: STFU! Dating is a hobby for you?! In dictionary look for letter “l” then “I” then “f” then “e”, you’ll find a word called life! How can u be so fucking lame?!
JM: *Giggles again*
Me: Stop Giggling, why don’t you get killed! Anyways, your greatest achievement?
JM: Lost 2 kgs in 2 years! Ain’t it just awesome?
*Me looking somewhere else, trying hard to not to listen to the brain fucking shit*
Me: Greatest failure?
JM: I gained that 2 kilos in a single meal, in a wedding party, but believe me I like to eat like dog whenever I go to marriages lol!!
Me: You should re-evaluate your purpose of existence. Are you always this lame?
Greatest disappointment?
JM: Once I scored lowest in my college but…
Me: Okhh so you’re career oriented?
JM: No, No! You’re wrong that’s not my greatest, you didn’t let me complete the sentence, actually my greatest disappointment came few days back when a friend of mine deleted me from her facebook account just because I updated my status as “I am the fatty bitch, beware of me!”
Me: You should be blocked from facebook and hate communities should be made against you. No seriously you suck!
JM: Hey is this interview going to be published on filmfare magazine?
Me: NO!! Not even in those cheap hindi porn magazines!
Your favourite outfit?
JM: Well I am this fat so hardly I have any options. So Salwar Kameez all the time, but to look kewl sometime I wear “tailor stitched” jeans below the salwar. Hardly any company made jeans fit me, lol! Hehe you must be thinking how lame I am, lol!!
Me: Well not anymore, and stop saying lol so frequently I feel like am being hanged by my balls, btw do you know whats lol?!
JM: Er.. No *shows me her tongue*.
Me: Ok leave it you’re a constipated soul anyways. Your dream job?
JM: What Blow..
Me: No… I mean your dream JOB! Not your bloddy fucking gross fantasies. Ok leave this too, tell me how many friends you have?
JM: I have hmmm… *thinking* four no no five actually. You know all of them earn while they learn.
Me: That’s seriously good. What sort of work they do?
JM: Well its like they’re professional escorts.
Me: Escorts? As in?
JM: *Comes closer to me and whispers in my ears* Arey baba Hookers you idiot. Should I book one for you *winks*, don’t worry just for free, you took my interview na that’s why.
Me: What the fuck are you talking? You bloody fucking asshole just shut the fuck up.
JM: *eyes filled with tears* You could have said that politely.
Me: Just Fuck off from here, enough talking.
JM: But don’t you want my address and phone number?
Me: *laughing so loudly that it scared all the stray dogs around* You’re so fat that I can track u up on my google map, and start loosing weight, you’re a walking human time bomb and a big reason for global warming.
Now will just fuck off!
JM: *offers hand shake* Are we meeting again?
Me: *Rudely ignoring handshake* No bitch we aren’t!
*Her phone rings*
JM: Hello?
Something Something shit on the other side.
JM: hmmm, no customers right now? So pick me up from Chandni Chowk!
*I ran from there till my feet started bleeding*


-- Abhishek Sahu

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Aliens where are you?

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......boooommm... baaadada badaaaaaa badaaaaaaaaaaaaam........


I wanna get abducted by aliens...

I seriously want to.. Dunno why but I think I would be the best test material for them to understand the human species!!

1) Its fascinating enough for them to get a homo-sapien who actually wants to be abducted and is already ready to be tested and all that!!

2) I would totally understand even if they are mute. ( I think I'll!!) isn't it weird that I believe that I'll understand them?

3) I can be a nice company!! hahaha.. I mean I can send them nice songs through bluetooth!! also I can tell them all the gossip, can introduce them to nice hot girl (provided they are straight that is!!)

4) I would be the most interesting piece for them to get astonished as I can totally display all that they don't require to see in a homo-sapien!! Will fart the most poisonous fart in the history of mankind!! (heheh am so evil!!), I'll take them to shopping, will make them do all my college assignment, will tell them to fight with all the bitches in the college!!

5) I know am AWESOME and I would be able to establish a wonderful symbiotic relationship with them.. Let me tell you why.. 1st obviously because am awesome (i just can't stop 'self-praising'!) then 2nd because not only I would sneak in their technological secrets and I would give them tasty food in return!!

Ain't I smart....


now all I want is some aliens!!!  


P.s.- the most important thing, I think which I should have mentioned before, I need very friendly (read over-friendly) Aliens, who'll treat me like their Queen!! not like those scary War of the World types!!


hey tell me was I being abducted by the aliens or was it other way round?

-- Dipannita Saha

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And time just runs away...

And I wait for the clock to tick,
been sitting idle, making me all so sick.
The mundane routine just wont budge,
I only walk when given a nudge..

its been such a long while,
saw your twinkling eyes and your smile.
the phone wont ring, the texts wont come,
and i keep looking at the phone like a bum.

strange how you come back to me,
through songs and movies, I hear and see...
I dont even have a guitar I can hum my feelings with,
strings are broken and I can no longer breathe...


LOVE fizzes out they say, nothing is as it seems,
and time just runs away breaking all my dreams.

things falling apart in and around me,
words lost, people dead, nobody seems to hear my plea.
the smiles are fake, friendship long forgotten,
all essence lost, bonds seem stale and rotten..

Of all the silly fights and the long glances,
I remember the faces and all the nuances.
I fight with myself, crawl back into my bed,
brooding over the blood and tears I have shed.

Its all gone now, it was never meant to be,
we would have been happy if only you could trust me.

It was, is and always will be you,
wish had more words and i would have said it to you...

I have lost my all now, I don't know how to be me,
what all has become of me, if only you could see.

LOVE fizzes out they say, nothing is as it seems,
and time just runs away breaking all my dreams...

and time just runs away breaking all my dreams....


© Dipannita Saha, 2010

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THIS IS HOW IT BEGAN... a story of two friends deeply in LOVE...

Over with her first unsuccessful, horrendous relationship, Ekantika just couldn't be anymore happy being single again. Its been a tough time for her to get rid of her EX, he was clingy, neurotic and impossible to be with, and now she was finally able to flush him out of her life.

Life was back to normal again amidst all the threatening calls from unknown numbers which she knew was obviously from those drunk menacing bastards trying to suck out the peace out of her life, everything was slowly falling into place. Signing up for cupid-struck.com wasn't just a normal thing for her, it was one of her numerous impulsive decisions (which would eventually lead her to some soup as usual!).

Ekantika was always this naive little piece of sunshine who had nothing in life apart from keeping herself and the people around her happy and of course apart from studying for her exams at the 11th hour, she was pursuing LAW or rather was trying to slog through.

Back to cupid-struck.com, she would hardly ever reply to any mails from any of those "too-desperate-for-a relationship-losers", she was losing interest gradually in that sordid online dating site, well thats Ekantika she could hardly hold interest in a thing for long!!

Of those numerous "cheapskate" as she would coin them, she would reply to one or two and finally finding out that those are of the same category of kids she despises. Guys were like kids for her, according to her innumerable fundas- "Guys are like kids, they are nothing but looking for a mother to pamper them and a new toy everyday to play with (though none of the guys she was friends with would ever admit that). Her funda remained the same, after the days loafing around, she would sit, login and would try to amuse herself with those "kids".

things changed when Advay first messaged her, it was nothing but a simple hello, and after talking for a few days and "critically examining" his profile almost everyday, she thought of finally adding him up to her gmail account.

It was not supposed to be a whirlwind romance or a romance of any kind at all, he matched her frequency, he was fun to talk to, he was like her long lost twin!! They would talk almost everyday, and he would be the first one that she would look up for whenever she went online. he was a nice guy, had a penchant for books and he used to write too, it was really surprising for her to find someone like herself.
It was on diwali that she first called him, just talking normal things, about how he's gonna celebrate and all, the festival lights had ignited a pretty strong friendship..

"YE TUMHARI MERI BAATEIN HAMESHA YUHI CHALTI RAHE"
Then started the extensive increase in both of their phone bills, they would talk for hours or text each other when not talking, whichever way they were always in constant contact. They were friends and almost becoming her first guy best friend (mind you, thats pretty rare according to her). she would tell him all the gossip in around her, all the bitching and he would do the same. Two people almost of the same personality talking all day long, it was as simple as that. starting from his tiresome torturing engineering semester practicals, to his stalking juniors, he would tell her all. she was becoming a part and parcel of his life. they lived far way from each other being in two different cities, distance never came in between their friendship. She would tell him if she got any bad calls from her ex or his friends, and he would promptly take some actions and provided her with a shoulder to cry on. She knew everything about him, he knew everything about her, there was hardly any reason to hide anything anyways.








destiny had something else in mind, amidst all those flirting, sharing things and infinite calls and messages they eventually started liking each other, and well obviously he proposed to her through a text (It was too sweet)." I have been having sleepless nights, and would continue having them till I tell you this I LOVE YOU, will you be my gal?" it read. Ekantika was shell-shocked for a moment, she had expected this sometime later but not too soon, she was in a fix, it has been just over 6 months since she had been in a relationship, and she thought it was too soon to get into one. but she liked him too, she replied him with mindless questions and her erratic excuses, "are you sure you are not drunk?" / "am too emotionally numb to get into a relationship now" / "do you want me to kick your ass?" / "I don't have much strength left in me" / "are you playing april fools' prank on me, its not even april, its december". he just said only one thing to all these statements, "I LOVE YOU, I really don't think anything else would matter", and after many 'tension-filled pacing down her room' Ekantika finally said yes to Advay.

They could make each other laugh, she could make him beg!! It was just perfect, those harmless flirting were growing serious in nature!! They would chat till their fingers pained, talked till their mouth went dry but their conversation would never be put to stop!!
She was really falling head over heels for him despite of numerous distractions starting from professor's son to her next door neighbor to the cute guy in metro she saw daily to her friend's brother. She managed to stay with him. Months passed just perfectly and Advay gave a surprise to her by visiting her on her birthday. It was all so special, flowers candles, love... and they made LOVE for the very first time... she was dead sure this relationship was surely going to last, they grew even more closer and his visits to her town became even more frequent.

They would roam around all the time, laughing, watching every damn movie, checking every food stall (well sometime that resulted in frequent visits to bathroom!!) they were the best friends who were in love, and who's friendship grew every minute, who's love grew every second.

and so grew the age old pregnancy scare, you leave two people deeply in love raging with hormones alone, that is supposed to happen. but nothing affected them (she wasn't pregnant!!). she would inspire him to write, he would coax her to study, all went well.
there were frequent fights as usual, and frequent was the sorry session and the smiles after that. He aced his campus placement job (he tried all his jokes there too, and despite of him believing he won't clear it and Ekantika's undying trust on his sense of humor and obviously on his capabilities) and temporarily shifted to her town till they called him up. they would meet up with their friends, do nonsensical chatting, disturbing people around, they were just inseparable. BUT...

"WHY DO ALL GOOD THINGS COMES TO AN END.. FLAMES TO DUST.."
one serious fight regarding yet another nonsensical thing and Ekantika snapped and told him to not to call her ever again, he was depressed, he was shattered, she was the 1st girl he ever loved and now she was gone, was she? 
Ekantika was equally depressed, did she do the right thing, was it right for her to let go of that one guy she thought she would keep loving till her last breath...

she was distraught, her ego being too big to apologize to him, Advay being too tattered to call her and cry his heart out....

WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN? WILL SHE LET HIM GO?








perhaps some stories never ends and perhaps they even fail to get a perfect ending.....


May be they'll get together, may be they won't , may be there is nothing as such as "Happy Ever After"... may be.....




but this is how it all began...


© Dipannita Saha, 2010

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